I have attempted to get back into my work. I was paid to kill a god, a blood god. It was an easy assignment with the usual type of scenario. A common monster who feeds off of fears got too big and was demanding live sacrifices. Armed with my Silver blade, it should have been quick work. It should have been an easy battle with a clean finish. The blood god nearly killed me. I had foolishly let it corner me and I had nearly died. While in battle, I forgot that Vesper was not with me. She was not there to fight with me. I have never fought without her. I barely survived. I killed the god and retreated back to my dwelling. I found solace and agony in Vesper’s garden. I hate being alone. I wish Vesper was with me.